well my life is offically shit. Its been a hell of ups and downs and nowhere is between. Im thinking of heading to the pub tonight to drown my sorrows and scream my head off. In no way is everything great and wonderful this week. Ive had a string of people laying shit on me and now I eel terribly upset and pained, but alas in conflict is beauty and i doubt this bad times will last. Surely there is a silver lining and all that. Im going to wear my cure top tonight, labelled Boys dont cry
. in fact I mean I dont Cry, but that would be a stupid meassage, so that is not the go.....so to speak. now Im listening to The Cure Faith
. tape. Oh dear i am a misery tonight. alas.