mollylee

2006-04-30T23:25:00.000-07:00

Good Im finally on line. There's been some slight excitement, Keith Richards fell out of a tree in Fiji and had to be helicoptered back to New Zealand, Auckland.

2006-03-19T23:02:00.000-08:00

From: indymedia.org.nz

A sunny autumn afternoon saw over 250 people turned out in Wellington to protest against , the now, three years of war and occupation in Iraq. People of all ages, from babies to grannies, were present for a thoughtful but relaxed demonstration marking the third anniversary of the US invasion. Speakers of all ages emphasised the need to halt the US global onslaught on basic freedoms and human rights.Local techheads "geeks 4 peace" showed that you don't have to be cool to be against the war. "We believe our message "1001 11011 010101 00011 0001 0011110 01111" speaks for itself" said one open_source_activist. "We see the right to run your own lives as no less important than the right to run your own OS".Unfortunately a moment of street theatre late in the day prompted the remaining three youthful police officers to spring into action. A hasty arrest engendered an atmosphere of tension which then became compounded by extra officers turning up and commencing much pushing, shoving and threatening behaviour. Police then individually launched a seemingly random series of heavy-handed arrests resulting in two people seeking medical attention. " I think if these young fellows had had a more senior officer present none of this would have happened" one veteran protestor remarked. "They just seemed to be lacking a bit of discipline"Organisers asked that the earlier peaceful spirit of the day not be overshadowed by the police violence. "We understand that as officers of the state they are obliged to use arbitrary and disproportionate violence whenever the state deems it appropriate" one commented. "We would ask that people instead think of the brutality occuring daily, on a far greater scale, in Iraq, Israel and Afghanistan and put their efforts in that direction" he said.

Maybe i will read

2005-11-25T20:52:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just think its okey when really its not?
in a case like this i shouldnt run or jump or should sit still and wait it out and attempt to get some sort of shit sorted out?
Im working for the university now and the union. seems i have fallen into better things, tho the pay is the same as prior.

I woke up today, not sad like i have been for the last week. I think I have decided on a new way for this year called buying books and reading them, Im going to get a builder to build a bookcase as big as the big wall in my living room and layer it with books, all the books, the endless supply, the things that make me happy and start collecting and reading with wit and vigor, why shouldn't I, it seems pointless to lament , and the curiosity of my lament probably holds no fascination for the serious mined love interest

oh dear

2005-11-06T23:40:00.002-08:00

will attempt to go to this gig, though will probably have to spend $50 on taxi and the like to get home, unless my kind flatmate gives me a ride, or unless i just dont drink, which seems unlikely.............
But another point is am I going to be the only women over 30 there and if i am, is going alone makingme look like a loser. Maybe I am a loser and if I just accept that fact and dont push it, maybe then i can have fun and enjoy myself, or maybe ....oh I dont know? sometimes it all gets far too deap.......I guess I am a lonely loser though and there is no point trying to figure it out, I might as well as enjoy myself. cause nobody else can do that for me? Or can they

2005-11-06T23:40:00.001-08:00

"All roads might lead to the same place no matter what I don't know."

Stole this quote from drunk in a midnight choir. Wish i could watch Taxi reruns and curl and up and be protected in my nanas house/

Many a Taxi storyline revolved around the romances of the various employees of the Sunshine Cab Company. :Alex Bobby Elaine Jim John Latka Louie Tony.

hayseed dixie

2005-11-06T23:40:00.000-08:00

saw this band, which were weird, They do banjo covers of ac/dc and motorhead.

Someone also stole my wallet. Me cash cards and new photo phone, and I lost a pile of money when the gas company i hired went into liquidation. Its all a bit difficult.....

still missing london, tho happy to be in Auckland for now

2005-10-30T00:13:00.000-07:00

Me and mole hit the road again

I did because I wanted you to be free paintings

2005-10-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

ta for nothing

2005-10-25T23:03:00.000-07:00

I began to feel that freedom should beget freedom. But it did'nt work. In a way, the reverse happened, and the more involved I got in my painting, which subsequently led to many outside contracts and a lot of visitors and the writing of books, the less that I was liked in the community. The more I was different, the more I was rejected. And I finally had to realise that they were not interested in freedom. They were interested in the survival of the Benedictine Order and it particular in the survival of the Abbey. So the Kind of person they accepted became more and more the kind of person who would fit into the frame they wanted Meinrad Craighead (contemporary)

2005-10-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

Familiar acts are beautiful through love
( percy Bysshe Shelley 1792-1822)

Dress up, dance, laugh. I will never be able to throw Love out the window.
( Arthur Rhimbaud 1854-1891)

Sometimes red is what I feel

2005-10-23T23:17:00.000-07:00

If i was to turn back
into you and tell you what I
felt
and gave you
the opportunity to tell me what
you did
do you think we would
have made it?

ive been in love four times

2005-10-23T19:51:00.000-07:00

Ive only been in love four times:will it happen a fifth time, and whats the change of it happening in New Zealand. looks like all the interesting men have cleared off. Im eating Pac and Save's easy butter chicken, naughty aye
anyway thursday night was a treat too. I drove, foolishly for 1.5 hours either way, from auck land to hamilton to see the French two piece weird ensomble : VIALKA, i managed to only get one song in,but what a joy. ive got the c.d. Excellent , very excellent.

2005-10-19T02:17:00.000-07:00

will this post?

viaduct

2005-10-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

I was good, i only smoked two cig's and had one beer last night. The night started kinda weird. my friend was worried that she was tarted up and i was looking kinda like some dimwit again all glasses and all that (though two guys did smile and say Gidday, though they seemed uncultured and thick) Anyway moving on, we sat in this cocktail bar, talking about ex boyfriends and all the problems asociated with being in our 30's and single, trying to convince each other we were okey and we would make it into a sterotypical shitty normal life........someday//////but not-now, waiting for the right man syndrome.
In the end we left and my friend was downhearted.......and then we bumped into this guy who went to elam art school and went to his house and watched, at his suggestion Ziggy stardust d.V.D That was a treat!

shouldnt spend at the wharehouse

2005-10-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

I went to the airport wharehouse and spent $100 on a new pair of curtains. The main dining room in this dam 1030s home, is a kacky green. everyday i sit in this room, with my chinese student ( who hardly understands english) and write and check my emails. This entry, by the way is not very interesting.....I went an saw what i thought were some beautiful silky curtains, but instead when I got home I discovered they were thin (though sold as lined) and see though. Anyway i hate them and Im going to try and get a refund. Im meant to be going out tonight, actually making an effort and putting on some nice clothes and going to the Viaduct area, the place where America's cup was held. Why do i bother... I wish i was smoking again......

sometimes i wonder where I am?

2005-10-12T21:36:00.000-07:00

Its not easy to describe, but sometimes i wonder if im really here. ive been having flashbacks to london and wondering if actually im back in london, but living where another pacific island culture are living. It seems Im still faced with the same problems and Im still wondering what to do next? Ive discovered I'm probably not going to have a baby soon and that the man i expected to meet, when I came back from london doesnt exsist. It seems all the plans and all the forgotten bits have come alive and I feel like the pieces are coming together but not as I had anticipated. It is possible to let things unravel and trust that the future will be surpreme.This in itself will be a good learning.

corregated iron and kitchens

2005-10-04T22:14:00.000-07:00

. I just got a brand new fence put down, to ensure some privacy in my front yard, which i enjoy and like....means the kids next door cant peer in, when I have my new bbq area.
the fence could look like this and a new kitchen could look like this. What upsets me is the price. Dam near millions. Im trying but I aint finding the way to get the money and sort it out and damed if i will be a prostitute to some man to pay for it...its

boys done cry

2005-09-22T22:40:00.000-07:00

well my life is offically shit. Its been a hell of ups and downs and nowhere is between. Im thinking of heading to the pub tonight to drown my sorrows and scream my head off. In no way is everything great and wonderful this week. Ive had a string of people laying shit on me and now I eel terribly upset and pained, but alas in conflict is beauty and i doubt this bad times will last. Surely there is a silver lining and all that. Im going to wear my cure top tonight, labelled Boys dont cry. in fact I mean I dont Cry, but that would be a stupid meassage, so that is not the go.....so to speak. now Im listening to The Cure Faith. tape. Oh dear i am a misery tonight. alas.

poor

2005-09-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

Auckland harbour bridge again

my friend is over from Sydney and me and him are going to pick up his car, from another one of his friends. Hes come over to organise the lee sratch perry gig. Im not sure if i will go. Im ment to be going to this poetry night with some friends, whom both are some mixed media type artists in Hamilton on Friday night. At this point i fear I am too poor to go and see this gig, however if i successfully can go on the cheap, I might ...
Last seen: Plenty of Political party pamplets
Last heard: Some rubbish the National party were spewing
Last read: The manukau courier

why picture books are cool

2005-09-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

I went out last night and saw The mountain goats. It was a free gig, which i hadnt seen in the fix. The Fix i have discovered is online. I started this new thing which I notice other people are doing too.
Last seen: The mountain goats. 2 americans making brillant sound
last read: the childrens classic, My cat likes to hide in boxes.
Last heard: Syd Barret. Opel. An excellent C.D. easy listening

The house by the busy road

2005-09-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

Although I live opposite an extremely busy intersection, I also have the Video esy ( video hire shop) just across the road and I only have to drive a few short metres ,to get gas

and now for another memory

2005-09-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

Quotes I had wriiten to keep, I found in an old bag

2005-09-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

If I were asked to give, what I consider the single most useful bit of advice for all humanity it would be this. Expect trouble as inevitable, part of life and when it comes, hold your head high, look at it squarely in the eye and say " I will be bigger than you. you cannot defeat me" Ann launders 1918

"Wise people have an inward sense of what is beautiful and the highest wisdom is to trust this intuition and be guided by it. The answer to the last appeal of what is right lies within a persons own breast, trust thyself" aristotle 384 -322BC

The sense of existence is the greatest happiness - Benjamin Disraeli (1804-81)

2005-09-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

Ive discovered that i can make really bad art on the paintshop programme. This is the start of something new I fear. . geeh?
Molly is sitting outside near the old car, having grown up on a used car yard, i guess she enjoys all the attention a car doesnt give her, if that makes sense. I gave her a big piece of dog roll and 6 bones today. Shes left them all littered around the garden. Im meant to be selling this car to a Tall Tongan for a mere $300nz on saturday, god I hope this happens. I have spent far too much last weekend at the wine cellar,part of the kroad fringe festival and have no money left.

which and who

2005-08-30T01:15:00.000-07:00